deprived of lunch.

mom forgot to give me my lunch money this morning. and i remembered right when i got on the train and the doors were closing. so im sitting here starving. although i am unusually happy! prom this saturday and school is done monday followed by exams. which im pretty sure i have to take most of them...i kinda bombed a test in chem today...WHOOPS! thats gonna destroy my 95ish. i keep thinking people are talking about me. its weird. i could use some mac and cheese and orios! yumm im hungry. so tonight is church. i always am thinking i am gonna skip...tonight i might. dont be mad. i just am not in the mood to be around everyone. i wanna do homework at home and eat. its weird though cus even though this is the last week of school for seniors teachers are piling on what the can. GROWLLLL. that was my stomach. i feel beautiful today. and slightly dehydrated. i felt the urge to steal this boys hoodie in theory 3 today...i liked it...it was red...i didnt steal it. this kid next to me keeps twirling his hair. this class period has gona by soo fast like the rest of my day. the librarian is yelling at people to be quiet...NOT HAPPENING. i want to learn how to paint...really good. i just wanna paint all day. im gonna go fill out some scholarship crap. maybeee... well im out.

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quit playing games with my heart...SIKE

i am very confused. why am i the one who is always playing the games...im not even playing games im just being myself. so i had my senior recital monday...2...COUNT EM 2...cellphones went on during my performance. it was horrible somehow i magically kept my composure finished my piece smiled and walked off stage, following by a bunch of wirty dords that came out of my mouth. so i guess i am back on phase one with the cussing thing but i was so angry. dont you love excuses. well at least i finished with the bang...or a rrring i should say. i think i am getting a sore on my lip..it hurts. i am so hungry i could eat a grizzly bear or a mountain lion. yes that was a twilight reference. i want chipotle yummmmm! so i went on the girls beach weekend with a bunch of chicks from church. it was wonderful and i think everyone can agree that we all felt really good about ourselves after that. so im gonna go find something to eat...or someone to punch in the face. my last day of schoolis the 18th so that gives me 8 more days of my highschool career left! oye vay ist mir.

ok well im out. thanks for visiting my mind please come back soon!