so here goes nothing.

so im sitting in my library at school and i feel completely calm. everyone is just working and talking about things like grapefruit juice. its so cold outside i barely feel like myself out there. the cold eats my personality and i turn into a zombie. why do people put patches on their jackets like they are in the military when they arent? i dont understand it kinda seems disrespectful to me. the boy next to me is listening to some very loud rap so i guess its not as peaceful in here as i hoped. well i hoped you enjoyed your first small trip into my mind.